Damn

all of a sudden I feel like someone put cement bags or something like that on my chest…Time to get out of here…

it´s all in your head…

it´s astonishing how close the gita can be to current cognitive science, like maturana…
Anyway, i´m moving again, away from the place we invited chris to, emptying that room we prepared for him, leaving that kitchen we last had dinner with him…
i can hardly ever not think of him, it doesn´t depress me all the time, but i always have him in mind…